Time passes so fast, too fast.
When you look behind and you do not notice anything there is a problem and slowly you convinced that this problem is you.
Source: artmajeur.com
I sit alone most of the time here brought my life, I feel alone and sometimes I really think I am. I am married, I have a little girl, but as I was saying I’m alone. Where or what could I change? I am sure there are many things to change but it is late, the choices made or rather the lack of reaction to what life has brought me in has brought me here. To better understand my loneliness at least, I share the fact that my temporary job (already a year has passed) is as a truck driver, an old passion transformed into a job, a job that once brought great satisfaction. Now it’s not what it was anymore, the only satisfaction and the moderate one comes at the end of the month when the money goes into the account but it disappears relatively quickly when I direct them to the mortgage loan. The term a better life for me personally means exactly the opposite, something like a better life I chose to live an annoying life, for my family, for a house and a car, I got to work for them only, nothing more . Autumn rain is heard on the roof of the cabin. I am somewhere close to Germany and yes, I have a satisfaction, because of the job I travel not where I would have been difficult to reach if I wanted but Europe is not even an unexplored mystery, the hundreds of thousands of kilometers have enriched my experience life, made me hope in moments when I felt I could not. My job made possible for me to meet you in Paris, the city of love where I loved personally, I loved you, even if for a few hours, even though I know it could be more beautiful, I’m happy that I got you in my arms. It has been 4 years, perhaps more since the first discussions in the online environment with her, a common girl in the sense that all the girls are interesting, mysterious, sexy, with fantasy fulfilled and unfulfilled; slowly, our conversations, her smile, my charm, all created a relationship, a trustworthy relationship that developed and formed a friendship; long talks, insinuations, approaches led to desire, the desire that had materialized for the beginning in front of the computer, in front of the web. When I saw for the first time on the monitor her tiny, perfect breasts, her pink and shy nipples that showed the sign that it was the first time she did that, it made me have an instant erection. Then slowly our conversations deepened, the excitement grew every time and I helped her, we helped us to discover our own bodies. She was delicious how she was playing with her fingers over her labia, wet of desire, how she was trembling at every suspect sound not to be caught by her husband. So it has been a period of intense orgasms or at least as intense as you can produce yourself taking into account the situation. We were split by almost 3000 km, too much to see each other, but life has made the distance to decrease in years at 2000km and then it was not much, it was close enough to have her.
Paris, since now the city of love for me too ; I had a race in Bordeaux and on my way back I stopped in Paris, we spoke on the phone and she promised to see us at “a coffee”. A wonderful weekend followed, when after four years of admiring you, where I wanted you with maximum intensity I was able to taste you, to enjoy you, to enjoy us. Since I woke up I had emotions, my heart was beating hard but when I saw you coming closer, my emotions disappeared and not because I wanted it, but because you had enough for both of us. I helped you get into the cabin, you were shivering. I took you trembling hand into mine and I kissed it, praying you to calm down what you did. There have been the most intense 15 minutes of my life until you calmed down, I kept you in my protective arms. You left with the promise that you will come back soon and you did it only after an hour … an eternity if you ask me. You wanted to talk but I felt like we spoke in front of the computer enough, you were sipping the sweet-sour wine, and when a drop slipped into the corner of your lips I knew it had to be mine and I kissed you shyly , I felt your taste for the first time. Your hot lips darkened my mind, my heart was heavy, the speed with which the blood flowed through my veins brought a strong erection; we could not stop our exploration, I was biting your lips easily , keeping you tight in my arms, having fear not to be just a dream. You told me I was hurrying and invited me to eat something sweet, a cake you came with, but nothing was sweet after I tasted you. I bit out of the cake and offered you, you opened your mouth and took the cake and once with it also my finger ,you started licking it slowly until there was no trace of whipped cream then you pushed me into the bed , the shirt flew through the cabin almost at the same time as your dress. You were on top of me, you were biting my lips, kissing me then you lowered slowly on my chest. Your kisses made me mad and they were going down and down. Your hands were constantly moving on me as you slowly bit my penis through the jeans, jeans that later disappeared leaving my penis outside. You were kissing me on the inside of the pulp, I was feeling so much pleasure, then you slowly and with short kisses you approached the head of my penis looking me in the eyes. Your lips opened and caught it, playing slowly then faster. Sucking, kissing, licking. As if we were in the trance both, I got your shoulders and I got you up kissing. I felt my taste on your lips and that excited me to the top. You continued to suck passionately offering the best oral sex of my life. I could not stand to rejoice myself, and I tried to turn your favor back kissing, licking your little pussy, your red-tailed lashes, but you pushed me and you went on top of me and I got inside just a little bit. You were teasing me more and more until I was all in you. Your labia were at the base of my penis and then you unleashed yourself as you were possessed, you moved quickly and you were going in and out into the penis so naturally, so energetic until I exploded in yo,u feeling the warm sperm as it was encompassing you and it was flowing slowly on your thigh … We stood embraced without saying anything, it was not necessary at that time we had everything. We started by having sex and we ended up by making love. It’s been a few months, but I missed you from the moment you left. I only regret that we met when life did not give us a chance to choose, and you know that if I had the chance I would have definitely chosen you. Now I’m craving for your body after every little piece of you . I will see you without touching you, I will hear you as if you are near me, but you will not be.
