Men are said to be selfish and insist on their right to have privacy.
Johanna was disappointed with the way men deal with women when they ask for attention.
They have the impression that they are forbidden to do some things, but in fact they will always do only what they want, that is, things that have nothing to do with the wishes of women. She was 29 years old and has not yet found the man to give her confidence, to show him respect and to act as she does, that is, beautiful. She has friends among homosexuals, but she also had Mark, a friend who was a photograph, she was very close to him and she could always sleep together, but she did not want that. They went together to a party in the autumn and there she met her husband, Ben. For two weeks from that party nothing happened, then he called her and invited her to a very select restaurant. From their first embrace, her breasts were strong, with the nipples hard. That night, the first sexual intercourse took place between them. Johanna had more experience than he did, so he taught him how to use the penis better, to withstand more. He had a very big penis, but he was done pretty fast. Of course, size matters most to sex , but also technique. She was briefly kept by her parents, and they did not agree that she would have sex before marriage, so they could see when they could in a romantic hotel at the exit of the city.
On a rainy evening, he told her for the first time that he loves her. She wanted to jump up joyfully. Rain drops beat in the room window, it was a very romantic atmosphere. He then proposed to her, confessing he did not do this sooner because he wanted to be sure of his feelings. But marriage did not last long because Johanna was a woman who loved men, she loved freedom. She had almost 40 years old but she slept with a lot of rich men. She could not remember what number she had come to. She was a woman who did that after the divorce. She fell in love with a man who was a client, but he married another woman, offered her three children and came to her sometimes. She was craving after him, but they could not be together. She also had someone else dear, Mario, an Italian young man with whom she invested in a casino all the money he had. The business was very good, but there was nothing else between them, everything was consumed after a little time. After all, she did not want stability, did she? She was having a woman from time to time, Vicky, a young woman who liked women and who was offering pleasure to Johanna. They were friends and they were having sex from time to time. In a world in which men are selfish in bed, they only have pleasure, a woman can successfully satisfy the lusts a man can not offer. After years of offering pleasure to men, after a failed marriage, she met John, a man who was past his first youth, but who showed her that he loved her. She met him in Paris when she left to forget everything she cared about in the past. She wanted to break away from what her life meant until then. She was alone, walking around the center of Paris, thinking and thinking, wanting to meet someone with whom to share the beautiful moments in these places. At one point a gentleman tried to talk to her, opening up the subject of how nice it is to be a tourist here! He offered her a jacket to warm up, then they both walked on the alleys of that wonderful city. He was a businessman who had not been married, but he wanted to have a family. He had a full life and now he wanted to calm down, just as she wanted for herself.
– I will not hide that I have been with many men, if you are interested in this! I feel the need to speak this thing to someone else, to someone who can not judge me when tomorrow or in a few days we will leave this wonderful place. I did not trust anyone except my husband until he disappointed me and I said I would never trust another man anymore.
– You do not have to think like that! Life can have a lot of surprises that we do not even know. I wish you’d spend the night with me! I do not want you to think I’m asking you to have sex with me, I just want to have a glass of wine and talk. You look very good and I will not hide that you attract me, but if you do not want anything between us, it will not be.
– I accept your invitation!
They went together to the hotel where he was staying, the most luxurious hotel, in an apartment overlooking the Eiffel Tower. Johanna sat comfortably in an armchair on the terrace, took off the shoes that seemed to be clutching her legs and staring at the sky full of stars in the light of the Eiffel Tower. John took her soles and began to massage them, making her compliments.
– I’d like to spend some time with you. Would you like to live with me when we finish our vacation? I want to get to know each other better and if everything is ok between us, I’d like to give you a baby. I’ve come to the age when I do not have a child, and that’s what I’m missing enormously.
– I think you’re in a hurry with such a desire, but I will accept to spend some time with you. I feel we’ll get along well.
Johanna stared at him. He had begun to look appealing to her, he had some great eyes. The body was not a mannequin, but it was a well-made man, a mature man who was beginning to attract her in a certain way. He came near her and started kissing her. His lips tasted like wine, they were kissing so well! He began to undress her slowly and looked at her naked body, so perfect for her age. They made love slowly, like two people who were just trying this out then. For the first time a man was patient with her and thought of her pleasures. They spent wonderful moments together for the rest of the holiday and then moved to Monte Carlo where he lived in the most luxurious neighborhood in the most beautiful house, becoming his lady. She began slowly to fall in love with him, even though at first she did not feel much for him. He asked her to give him a baby, and after only a few months she made a surprise she did not even expect. A pregnancy test would announce the great joy that truly fulfills two people. Nothing has deprived them, no love, no appreciation, no material things they sometimes get with sacrifices. This man had given her the safety she needed and made her the happiest woman on Earth. The child would do even more, as she had never imagined.
So not all men are selfish and think only of them, but there are exceptions!