She did not know what was going on with her.
Maybe she was tired and sleepy. She often wrote about her as if describing the events to a girlfriend.
Source: the-armijo-signal.com
She stumbled upon herself, and although she could look lucidly, fairly, critically, eloquently … it seemed to be losing herself in some sort of way. Every day, she was making bad choices. Every passing day, she was punishing herself, though she could not find the mistakes she made. Now she was standing on the floor, in the empty room, and there were only broken hourglasses around it, where time no longer fit. A fantasy was just out in front of her eyes. They had not seen each other for a week, they argued from a banality, and yesterday he called her to tell her that that night the boss was throwing a big party due the last contract done with a big advertising company. He told her he wanted to go with her, to accompany him. But she did not agree to come and pick her up from home and go together. She told him they were going to meet there. Everything was premeditated in her mind, from the moment she heard the invitation … Just as soon as she heard it, she flourished this vengeful fancy in her unclean thoughts.
That day she opened her eyes being animated. Ever since she woke up, she tried to make plans, set the details, set up her role and repeat her lines. But she never succeed ! And then she decided to let everything happen spontaneously. She was a brunette, with long hair, black-brown eyes as coffee , and a smile dressed in a thousand facets. He, the man she fell in love with as she had never been, was a distinguished and stylish guy, but under its cover, many secrets were hiding. It was almost evening and she was preparing to leave. She took her long dress, black with her bare back to her buttocks … she completed the outfit with an appetizing perfume, she took her aphrodisiac air, and she hurried out on the door. Probably he was already there, waiting for her. She got into the car and in half an hour she was in the long awaited place.
She was not a bad person, but just because she loved him, she wanted revenge. Obviously what she was about to do was kind of childish, only she did not realize it, being orbited by the idea of revenge. She entered the enormous villa that seemed to have no end, she opened the main salon doors, and … she stared at a more fancy party than she had imagined. But that does not bothered her a little bit. She appeared like a feline looking for him, but before she saw him, he saw her. He slipped through the crowd, and when he arrived near her, he said:
– You are so beautiful tonight! I’m glad you came!
She, with a well-thoughtful role in her mind, replied very surprised:
– But … sir … you definitely confuse me with someone else! Please let me pass …!
And no matter how he thought it was just a joke, slowly, he was lost in reality. He could not understand anything. He did not know she had arranged more than ever, she had dressed with the most beautiful dress in her wardrobe … all of this just for him to want her even more … without having her! And yet he did not leave her be, despite her insistence. He followed her as a shadow through the crowd, admiring her perfume.
– Ah … I would do a lot to get him out of the specific numbness of the typical man …! But I can not, I have to control myself ! she said to herself. I want to make him worship me for my indifference, for how cold I can stand beside him!
And she continued to tempt him all night in a mad, deliberately distorted world. But he did not give up. Perhaps he eventually realized what was going on and he was playing the game. And after playing her well-established role for almost two hours, she decided to leave, saying:
– Sir … you did not leave me alone all evening, continuing to insinuate that I would be who knows who that you are waiting for! Now I’m sorry, but I have to go. I’m awaited! she said with her eyes wide and a perfect diction.
– I thought we would end this evening by making it up . I want you! Richard said.
– And I want you to back off my way, because it is late and I just can not stay anymore ! I’m sorry you lost your night imagining I am someone else! She replied.
– Let me at least drive you to the car! He said, and she nodded.
It was exactly what she was waiting for. They left the villa and headed for the car, then she got into the car and she made herself unseen in a moment. He remained without words, believing until the last moment that she would end that tainted game and end it with a kiss as only theirs existed in the whole universe. But that did not happen! She hurried up in the car and was unseen in a moment. He was seeking his grasping pockets, with a wild desire to follow her, to catch her up. He was troubled by her own way of being, but also wrapped in her attitude … he felt the need to catch her hair in her hand, pull her head back and …
– Where did I park that car? It vanished! It’s like it was here …he said to himself.
He was totally embarrassed, but he was also incited. The blood that was boiling in his veins was pushing him even harder to her. He paused for a moment, lit a cigarette and tried to be rational … obviously, as long as he was allowed by his pulse. He smoke out of his cigar and he saw the car after a red truck.
– Aha, there you hid, you naughty one !
He threw his cigar and rushed to it, but smiling, toward the car. He got at the steering wheel , thinking of what will happen when he was coming into her house… It was an evening as tumultuous as the events that just happened – the wind was blowing with strength from all sides and gave the night a hint of … Hitchcock. He was running fast, and yet the road seemed longer than ever. He was thinking of her, of her smell, of her taste, the moment they would unite their lips … It was a weird night, with all those contorted trees on the side of the road, with the whistling voice of the wind penetrating the windows of the car and a panic feeling he could not explain … he left the ball without blinking, and now the image of her thrilling smile was calling him , like a spell …
After a long and grueling journey, he arrived to her house. He saw her car parked in front of the gate, so she had no doubt that in a few moments he would bend his eyes with hers. Just that … something seemed wrong. She usually held the lights on through the house, and now …
– But does it matter, will the darkness prevent me from finding her? he said, laughing.
And he came in, poking the door behind him, as if he wanted to let her know he had arrived. He searched through all the rooms, shouted – not that he would have expected her to answer – and … nothing. There was only the bathroom left and he had no doubt that he would find her there, and she would say in a mean way ;
– Why did it take you so long to find me?
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