Any journey in other worlds than your little universe frightens you
disturbing you deep into your soul, you remain long under the pressure and magic of that dream.
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We live awaiting a journey, often a lifetime …
The barely perceptible sussurus of a small paradise awakens me from my dream; since i was a kid I was dreaming with my eyes opened so frequently. I lived in other times, in other places where you disappeared without a trace. Another day just passes by me and I wonder … why?
You are in my heart and my dreams, you are everywhere, whenever I hear this sussurus. The earth seemed to tremble under the hooves of two fools and the tears filled my eyes. I do not know if it’s the pain of not having you anymore or the joy of having you. I remember the first breath of a previous past. As if in a fairytale story, children’s laughter was heard in the distance, my forehead was glued to the window, I was watching you hooking up safely two horses at a not heavy sled, the one of the family that was hostingus during the winter holidays .
Every year you prepared me something I knew I would always remember … the most beautiful moments. The snow was falling; I climbed into the sleigh and the horses started to douse leaving behind the mountain village burried in snow. Everything was white. You were holding me tight and you could hear only the lasers that rubbed the snow and the effort of the two horses who were climbing the narrow mountain trail. From time to time I was awakening to the white reality, the crack of the fir trees that gave way to the white snow of the winter. Finally we arrived at a small cabin forgotten by the world and you whispered„Casa Blanca” , the place where wewere going to spend our New Year’s Eve.
We entered the little house that was composed of two very beautiful chambers. I let my long fur slip over my shoulders and I tried to start the fire in the small stove. Everything was like in a story, then we put some wine to boil to warm us …
You walked into the room later and you smiled at me:
-My dear, how many times to tell you, the wine must be just warm, not hot. It has to warm us in a good way, not to set us on fire!
Then your laughter filled the little room. Your cold lips touched my lips in a short and firm kiss, then you took a seat on a chair, you tied my hands to my back with the scarf that was on my neck , then you coveredmy eyes. I can not tell how my heart was racing, that I was hearing it. A tremble throbbed my body, I did not know what was going on next, and that’s whymy feminine strength and power dropped considerably. I decided to resist, to oppose, not to win the cause of the man I adore, my feminine pride did not let me give up. The seconds were passing hard. Slowly your fingers touched my lips underlining their outline then seemed like a desire to remodel me slowly down my throat …. Ahhh! Then i felt the cold of a small snowball on my chest and my nipples hardend almost instantly. I was cold. The little snowball seemed to be fond of my voluptuous chest, insisting on the nipples that were hurting me. Then silence … There was always the silence that increased my uncertainty. I straightened my legs and I was waiting. Your hands were magical, a sin. Your fingers were touching my lips and the sweet liquor of the wine was driftingon my chin, then slightly down on my neck between the breasts. Your lips followed the tiny drops of wine, kissing my skin more and more passionateand your hands were caressing my hips and breasts, who had already forgotten the cold of the little snowball and were thirsty to be touched by you.
My mouth was waiting for the next drop of the warm liquor to let it flow to the most intimate places of my body, but the drops of wine were always tooking another route bypassing the hottest spot (I swore to myself that I would not eat anything sweet to keep my flat abdomen), and my man’s lips were always bypassing watching only the sticky drops of wine. Ahhhh! I had my hands tied and I was guiding his head to my treasure …
After a prolonged game of rebellious drops, your hands slowly loosened my legs. You pulled me to the edge of the seat, you penetrated me slowly, as if you wanted to feel every millimeter, then the movements became firmer, the hard breathing leading to the ending confirmed by the eruption of the volcano that was inside of you.With your gentle hands you untied my hands and then my eyes, taking me in your arms and with easy steps you brought me to the bed in the corner of the little room. Your lips were kissing my shoulders and my neck. We were staying one next to each other in bed, we then fell asleep in the same wonderful dream of a year of long gone, into another world, in a world where your steps were buried.
Now I sit and I look at another snowy view, from the window of my house, where I saw you coming sometimes, a long time ago. It’s like it’s been an eternity since I saw you and I’m suffering. Everything ended too fast, too suddenly and without explanation. Maybe you were afraid of something serious, as men often fear. My eyes were looking adrift and suddenly I saw you, leaving traces in the snow. I thought I was dreaming , I did not react in any way. Suddenly I hearda knocking in the window and I woke me up to reality. I saw your eyes shining and the smile on your lips. You asked me to open the door. I got up from my chair and headedto the door, anxious. I did not expect any explanation, I just hugged you and I was warming you up to my chest.
– I missed you so much! I will never let you leave me again!
I stripped you offyour thick coat and I felt the smell so familiar to me. Your hands started to play with my rebellious hair which was falling over my face full of tears of happiness that I could not control. You started kissing my forehead, kissing my lips that trembled with excitement. I remembered your cold lips. I bent down and I took off your shoes, and you took me in your arms and took me to the bed. I felt your cold hands sneaking under my blouse, then my nipples hardened. I was trembling, I did not know if it was the cold or the fact that I have missed you so much. In a few seconds we undressed each other and we started to devour ourselves. Your tongue sneaked in the most intimate places. Like I forgot how good you are. My feet have opened up and they’ve got you in, feeling the warmand the hard penis of yours . You entered inside me deep. My heart pounded so fast and I wanted you in me without ceasing. You were holding my hands and dominating me altogether. I did not care, nothing was hurting meand I could not even control anything. I had longed for you too much to want to be the one in control. We did not wait too long, how we were often enjoyed to prolongue that moment, and in a few minutes you invaded me with so hot liquid. I felt how I was struggling under you and you let me out of the sash, you kissed me and touched me in the wet area, saying how much you loved me and how much you missed me all that time. I pulled you to my chest and we stood like that, feeling your heart beating, your perfume and fine skin.
We swore we’d always be together, that nothing would break us apart, and we fell asleep at dawn, when the snow was in a great amount in the yard.
