I look at my watch …
It’s two am in the morning. Nervous because of the lack of sleep, I light a cigarette.
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The cool night air strikes me in front. I think about you. We’re still separated, we’ve broken up four months ago from a silly reason. How stupid and blind I was to not believe you? How is it useful now to remember? I’m just getting angry, but at the moment, your image gets stuck in my mind. I saw you yesterday on the street, you were probably going home. You were walking by the shadows of the trees, so your skin was getting a darker shade. Your uniform tan made my mind fly only to indecent things, and for the deadly combination you were in white, in a thin white summer dress. Your nipples were already visible and my mouth was craving only when I was thinking about them, feeling them again in my palms. How I wanted to touch you! You cared cautiously like a lioness on the hunting ground. You wanted to beware of the terrible heat of the sun. We passed each other without looking. I smiled at myself. “She doesn’t give up, she remained the way I knew her, maybe her pride increased since our last fight” , I said to myself. You had no idea, baby, how much you intrigued me through your indifference and I said to put an end to the waiting. I was wondering how long it took me to get to you. I dressed up and I left. I knew you always had a small key under pressure for any eventuality if you stayed outside. I slowly opened the door and walked in. Before I came to your bedroom, my stomach began to make funny sounds. I was like ‘Damn it!’ ‘Right now?’ ‘ But a bad smile appeared . I took a topping of chocolate, fruits and whipped cream from the fridge. I had to take care of you, you were my little girl. I walked slightly into the bedroom and I looked at you. You were dressed in a pale pink short night dress with a pair of tiny boxer made of lace. “ How beautiful you were, baby! ” I looked at your chest as it was resurrecting and it was breathing through the piece of material under your sweet breath. I took two scarves and I started to tie you as easily as possible, without waking you up. I tied up your hands with a scarf and with the other one, your eyes. After I finished my job well, I whispered in your ear:
-Anastasia, wake up my love.
Fearing that she could not make any move, she was practically immobilized, under the weight of my body, she said to me:
-What do you think you’re doing? Who are you and with what right you come into my house? Wow, you mention that I woke up with a rapist psychopath. That’s the punishment I get because I’m trying to go unnoticed. That’s great.
I began to laugh at hearing her words. She was exactly the way I knew her, sweet, temperamental, full of sarcasm. Her body was trembling slightly under me. I started exploring her. She vainly fought under me and told me to stop, because she finally moaned slowly beneath me. I touched her little nipples which were hardened. God, how I like to have her so under me, to have her body only for me, to hold control! I started kissing her, sucking her clavicle that was tempting me, biting her neck and sucking it. I knew there was going to be a big sign there. As a bonus, because I was not happy that she did not make any sound or gesture, I lowered my hands to her hot zone. I licked her and sucked her tightly on her neck as my fingers were over the piece of material. She was biting her lips involuntarily.
-Do you like it, baby?
And I was kissing her mouth. I felt tingling all over my body when my tongue merged with hers. It was hot, so hot … During that time she started to move under my fingers.
– Get my panties down! She said in a breath.
-Of course, love. Let’s get you rid of them.
I was kissing her like a madman. I was touching her pussy so full of desire. My fingers slipped inside her. Her juice made me so happy. It makes me awfully awake to see her breathe so hard under me and how she was moaning through an ‘AH’. I lowered from her neck down to the pussy. What a sweet one! I wanted it all, to eat her pussy. It was just mine. I slowly licked her on the big labia, getting more and more into the clitoris. It was like a little bud. I took it between my lips and started sucking it like a chocolate candy. Anastasia was breathing heavy, with no voice. I knew she was going crazy. I had made a trail in her pussy, licked her with the top of the tongue from the top down, drawing her circles, and down the inside of her vagina. I was preparing to get in her to sip it, taste it, I stopped when she began to cry. Through sighs, she said:
-Please stop!
I did not know what happened to her …
– I do not want to … I can not … I belong to someone else …
And I remained perplexed. How did it happen to lose her? Who was she belonging ? Was she not mine? Annoyed, I broke her blouse apart.
– Do not hurt me. Please.
Without listening to her I took her breasts. I took her whole breast in my mouth, touching as quickly as possible the little nipple. My tongue struggled, I felt I had no air, but I did not stop, frustrated with her words. I braced her breasts like a scrawny and nibbling them then I was licking them.
-He touches you like me? I said in an angry tone, and a prolonged moan came out of her mouth.
– He kisses you like me? And I took her face in my hands and I kissed her patiently. I was not getting enough of her mouth, and her taste. She was trying to say something, but she did not succeed. She was red and was ashamed of what she was feeling . She was not liking what I was doing to her?
-Stop, please! I do not want. I’m in love with someone else. Go away and leave me, I do not belong to you. I’m his …
I was angry when I saw that she was rejecting me, but her helplessness made me sad. Although I loved her, I was nervous because she allowed another man to be with her. Then I put my fingers in her pussy. She was full with pleasure because she did not expect what it was happening. I had two fingers in her and I was slowly licking her clitoris. Then she called the name ‘Ian’. I stopped. I was shocked because I did not expect it.
-Ian is the one that you belong? Are you in love with him? Do you want him?
– I told you there was someone else, she said now angry. What else do you want? If you do not mind, you tortured me enough. Do me a favor and leave, if you are kind and hope to do it, now that I have hurt your pride.
Happy I untied her hands .
-Anastasia love, take your scarf off your eyes!
When I gave her the scarf from her eyes, she was speechless. She put my arms around my neck, started kissing me with lust, with tears in her eyes.
– I would love you all my life and I would not replace you with anyone!
I started kissing her madly, making love to her as if I were doing it for the first time. I touched her trembling body, put his fingers in her wet pussy, and I penetrated her deeply with the penis in her vagina that was trembling with desire. She let me do what I wanted with her, I penetrated her deeply and loved her the way I loved it every time, passionately. Our love tasted better from that moment.
