We, as humans beings, tend to live under some kind of rules that we actually invented and we try to follow some “instructions” and listen to the elder’s advice, in order to live a good and correct life.
But there are also things and circumstances that appear suddenly and in a spontaneous way, and we realize that life it is so unpredictable and there are situations in which we don’t know how to react or we are not prepared and persons that mess up our regular behavior and way of thinking …
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love it is one of the unpredictable and amazing factors, that makes us lose our minds and do stuff that we don’t usually do. I believe that love it is a force that can not be controlled, but it can control us. It happened to me to live an experience like this, an experience that made me live the most stunning love story ever , I met the love of my life, although at first it seemed wrong.
It was the month of February. The weather was still cold and the winter that was almost gone was a pretty rough one, with very low temperatures and strong snow falls. I was happy that the worst part was gone, I am not a big winter fan. I prefer warm seasons, and my favorite one it is spring, because everything comes back to life, and I was going to restart living, but I was not aware of that in those moments. It was weekend and every time when I was free from work – I work as a translator for some sites on the internet – I wanted to spend time with my best male buddies – C and D – the way that I prefer to call them and go to the movies or do different activities together. Although it might be strange to someone who doesn’t understand this type of friendship, I feel very lucky that I have them as friends, we know each other from a very long time and I love them deeply. So, as I said, I called them and we took the bus to go to a movie, because my car had some problems. As we were heading to the bus station, C’s phone began to ring. At the other end was Michael, my ex’s brother. I knew him when I was dating Radu, some time ago, pretty much time, but still not so long. He called because he was bored and he wanted to hang out with C. So we met when we arrived at the destination, he was with his own car. When I saw him again after some long time, and I was surprised to see how sexy and handsome he looks, he had a rebel hair, a nice outfit and a naughty smile. We had never know each other very much, or changed a lot of words, we practically knew each other more from the appearance. That was our first meeting. He was also single, he broke up with his girlfriend , it was a long relationship. We started to go from time to time and see movies together, and so we began to know each other more and more, we bonded.
One day, me , C and Michael decided to go to a road trip to Bulgaria, to visit the Queen’s Mary Castle. We went by Michael’ s car , because after that he had to go to the airport to pick up his brother, my ex boyfriend, he was returning home from his voyage. We had an amazing time, and I think that was the moment when we both realized that we were into each other. We were joking all the time, touching each others hands by “accident”, I know that it was wrong but I still continued it, I felt so attracted to him, and the feeling was mutual, it was pretty obvious and C noticed also and told me about it. I remained in a good relationship with Radu, Michael’ s brother, and he also figured something out because he said to us on the road back home from Bucharest:
– A lot changed when I was gone!
C was always making jokes and he was telling us and even to Radu that it is okay that me and Michael date and he was laughing and push my limits. But in the end it was proved that he was right. I found this one evening when our group of friends, including me, Radu and Michael , decided to have a party with alcohol, music and stand-up comedy clips. That happened in Radu’s room. We drank wine, laughed and had a really great time. I was pretty dizzy from the red wine, but none of us was drunk. My eyes were only on Michael, he was so sexy, dressed casually, but still hot and his smile and full lips were making me melt, every time he was looking at me . At some point we were staying in bed, I was next to him, I could feel his manly perfume and I felt his hand touching mine. We looked into each others eyes and in that moment I thought that my heart was going to pop out from my chest, my breath was increasing faster and faster, all that I wanted in those moments was to kiss him with passion. I went out in the yard to take some fresh air, and as I staying in the garden I felt someone behind me. I recognized him instantly, his breath was behind my ears, his fingers were touching my neck, I was completely in love and turned with my face at him, scared but also with a big desire to feel him close to me. My pupils were dilated, his way of looking was giving me butterflies in my stomach, it was the first time when I was having those feelings around a guy. He said:
– Diana, I can’t lie anymore! I am very attracted to you, more, I am in love with you. I know that this may be wrong, I did not dare to talk with my brother about that, I know that you hadn’t a very involved relationship, but still it is awkward and I know that you might feel uncomfortable. I don’t want this but I also can’t control myself anymore…
Before I was able to respond he began to kiss me with such a passion, that I forgot about everything, in those seconds we were just us, it didn’t matter anything else. We kissed and made out in the yard, under the moonlight, he touched me on my body, but he didn’t cross the limits, he just made me lose my minds and feel like the most special woman on Earth. We hugged, we said each other lovely words, I jumped into his arms and he whispered to me:
– I want you with all my being but first I need to talk with my brother, I need to be sure that you feel exactly the same, I want to be clear that I want you for real, not just an adventure. Only after this, I will go to the next level.
I was amazed, happy and the guilty feeling was somehow passing, because I realized that this kind of chemistry it is hard to find and we should live the moment, be honest and love each other.
The time passed, Radu finally got used with the idea and me and Mike began a beautiful relationship, the sex was magnificent, we were practically doing it anywhere. The first time we did it on a field full of poppies, he was also a photographer, and he was enjoying shooting photos in the nature. We took a blanket, it was July, a warm summer evening, we drank some rose wine, we ate chocolate and strawberries, everything was romantic. We began to kiss and I could feel the warm grass and the poppies smell, everything around was like a drug, but the most powerful one it was Michael. His kisses were giving me addiction, and when he got inside me , I reached the climax, I felt so good, it was a magical feeling. He began to move slow and then harder and harder, until we both finished and smoked a cigarette, relaxed , in love and happy.
